In the early hours of 12 July 2015, I was settling my daughter after she’d woken. As I left her room I banged my elbow quite hard but gave it a rub and went back to bed. An hour or so later I awoke to golf ball size swelling on my elbow and extreme pain. Within two hours I was shivering uncontrollably and rocking back and forth screaming for my husband to take me to hospital.
I spent 12 hours in emergency with staff checking me for a dislocated elbow and various other ideas. No one knew what was wrong. My heart rate kept increasing and my blood pressure was dropping.
I arrived in a ward in the evening and my blood pressure was routinely checked. It had hit 60/40. The nurse advised she needed to call a team from ICU as I was in septic shock. That nurse saved my life.
While I was prepped for emergency surgery, they put a phone to my ear and asked me to quickly let my husband know what was going on. They let me know I was very, very sick and this was very serious. It then hit me; I might not wake up. A sudden calm came over me. I told myself there’s nothing I can do. If I wake up, I’m going to make it.
I woke up in the early hours of the following morning on a ventilator. Immediately I wanted to fight. I was moaning and breathing around the tube. I knew then I was alive and was going to make it.
It took me a good 3 months to feel remotely normal and my ongoing side effects have been memory loss and brain fog, weakened immune system, fever and chills (I say I have a broken thermostat). My biggest challenge has been others’ understanding. At work I was asked “when will your arm be better”? My arm was the least of my worries.
Today I’m just so thankful to be alive. I count my blessings daily and don’t sweat the small stuff so much. I have an amazing husband and beautiful daughter plus the love and support of our wider family and friends.
I want to do whatever I can to increase sepsis awareness – particularly here in Australia. I try and spread awareness any way I can, every day. Hearing other sepsis and septic shock stories has been therapeutic for me and I encourage anyone that would like to make contact to do so. I created the Australia and NZ Sepsis Support Group to help people who have experienced sepsis to share their stories, advice and build a community. We now have over 660 members in our very active group.